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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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You can run, but i'll be faster than you

CYNTHIA ONG
HUIMIN #7 :)

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Monday, December 16, 2013

BAD DECEMBER..

Its a very heavy blow when my knee give way again, especially I have put in so much hardwork in my workout.
Decided to head for MRI ASAP, if results is negative most probably I will stop competitive Basketball..

I really dont get it too, why is what we are going through now so easy for you?
You can just get another day by like this,
yet Im feeling this way.
THIS SUCKS.

but i doubt there is anyway we can head back again.

Thursday, December 12, 2013

ITS JUST DISAPPOINTING BUT WELL YOU REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK.
SO WHY A I FEELING THIS WAY?
agree w you LJ, so its also as good as being this way.
FML

Sunday, December 8, 2013

how do i express what i am feeling into words at this moment...
did you changed?
did i changed?
did we changed?

this is damn hurtful, i am your savior when i helped you.
you think you owed me when we are arguing...
seriously....
sorry but your words trigger the leaving idea again..
if with me in your life is making your life even harder,
i should leave then.
its no longer about sitting down, calming down, reflecting.

where did i change?
my view is, the only changes is i no longer can the time to spend w you.
i dont see a need to keep thankyou, this and that.
necessary?
i believe your affected too.
will you be as sad as me?
for what you said, owing me....
our conversation has thus have 50% about this business thingy, and the rest are just morning/night..
where did i done wrong again?

it just seems so hard to communicate with you.
you felt this towards me too, dont you?

what more can i change?
what more should i change?
why should i even think of changing?
why should i feel this sad?
why should i even feel hurt knowing you will be equally affected?
why is all this even happening?

what am i supposed to gain from all this thing i am experiencing now?
god says, when someone walks in your life they will leave something for you.
im sorry if im gonna leave again.
we all said this and agreed.
if i leave again, thats the end of our story.
though it should not be ending this way..
do i even deserve all this?
but what hurts the most is knowing if i leave you wont chase.
if i turn around, you wont pull me back.
that hurts.

But remember where they knock you down and fall

Is where you oughta stand up from.

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
My profile Call me Jeremy or WeiEn :D My court I Will Never Be The Same Again My aim, my dream . Good 'O' level result! . A Good Good BOY :) . Together with HER Keep my chatbox alive You can run, but i'll be faster than you CYNTHIA ONG HUIMIN #7 :) Archives July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 July 2011 January 2012 April 2012 October 2013 November 2013 December 2013 January 2014 February 2014	Monday, December 16, 2013 BAD DECEMBER.. Its a very heavy blow when my knee give way again, especially I have put in so much hardwork in my workout. Decided to head for MRI ASAP, if results is negative most probably I will stop competitive Basketball.. I really dont get it too, why is what we are going through now so easy for you? You can just get another day by like this, yet Im feeling this way. THIS SUCKS. but i doubt there is anyway we can head back again. Thursday, December 12, 2013 ITS JUST DISAPPOINTING BUT WELL YOU REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK. SO WHY A I FEELING THIS WAY? agree w you LJ, so its also as good as being this way. FML Sunday, December 8, 2013 how do i express what i am feeling into words at this moment... did you changed? did i changed? did we changed? this is damn hurtful, i am your savior when i helped you. you think you owed me when we are arguing... seriously.... sorry but your words trigger the leaving idea again.. if with me in your life is making your life even harder, i should leave then. its no longer about sitting down, calming down, reflecting. where did i change? my view is, the only changes is i no longer can the time to spend w you. i dont see a need to keep thankyou, this and that. necessary? i believe your affected too. will you be as sad as me? for what you said, owing me.... our conversation has thus have 50% about this business thingy, and the rest are just morning/night.. where did i done wrong again? it just seems so hard to communicate with you. you felt this towards me too, dont you? what more can i change? what more should i change? why should i even think of changing? why should i feel this sad? why should i even feel hurt knowing you will be equally affected? why is all this even happening? what am i supposed to gain from all this thing i am experiencing now? god says, when someone walks in your life they will leave something for you. im sorry if im gonna leave again. we all said this and agreed. if i leave again, thats the end of our story. though it should not be ending this way.. do i even deserve all this? but what hurts the most is knowing if i leave you wont chase. if i turn around, you wont pull me back. that hurts.
But remember where they knock you down and fall Is where you oughta stand up from.