Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, October 27, 2013 Never will I get it why am I so hard to be with. how can i be so possessive, so protective, when you are not even mine to start off with. how can i ever describe the feelings when i see photo of you and your friends and his hands are around your waist. well, actually it is nothing much also. I really think that too, but i am really just too possessive.. If i leave, you won't chase. If i leave, you wont tell me to stay. If i leave, well its not that i wanna think of leaving all this while when you are the best thing that ever happened to me. Just i really want us to be together so badly, but again i have a different perspective of things again. just really going to try on what you told me. Live the moment, tomorrow is always a unknown. Just going to give each other the best of today, who knows tomorrow we will not be around anymore sigh.. What had I seriously become, Honestly i don't really like to talk that much anymore. and ya.. why is it i always received bad feed backs about my skills or what its called as a mistakes. I guess i am really wrong, i am really really wrong. just take what they say and there isnt a need to explain why i have done certain things at certain situation. HATE what i am going through now seriously. WHAT IS BEING HAPPY.. :( Friday, October 18, 2013
Team MinYi 2012 Division 1
Time flies, memories are being left over after every seconds passed.
Last year we make History,
this year although I was not part of the squad and
we did not make it as Champion again this season.
its just a regret we have to undergo
Lets work harder next season.
My Team, My family.
Photo credit : Jason Ng
Ended the only competition I played in 2013.
U23 SNBL with Team MinYi and we ended the campaign w a 6th placing.
To me this season i learnt a lot as i have more playing times on certain game,
I found my motivation to get my knee fixed and come back stronger next year.
motivated, disciplined, #TheReturn2014
I will be where i stop when i was 17.
Team MinYi overseas trip on may to China
Getting into poly, I once again started my first sem badly.
again the pain of regret is hitting me hard.
but its a consequences for the choice i chosen.
Now repeating a core module is not fun,
to a certain extend that if the same batch of classmates graduate in year 3,
i am still lagging behind a module :(
Need to chiong hard,
cant afford to failed or i will be dismissed from NP..
and if i finally pass,
i hope there is OIP next march so i can get the next module done w during my vacation
and when the new sem start i am not lagging behind anymore.
that is the best i can hope for.
march..
i don't want to miss celebrating your birthday
I know you will definitely support and encourage me to study harder
but i hate myself for where decision brings me to today :(
going to every class now, joining different classes for modules
everywhere is looking at me,
doesnt like the feelings but i know whats going through their mind
i am not quiet,
i just dont want to be so lively in class again.
i need to really study harder.
stay discipline J.
Be it doing physio getting my strengths back,
or getting back on track for school
I cant give up.
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But remember where they knock you down and fall
Is where you oughta stand up from. |