Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, December 31, 2010 Its the last day of 2010, so many ups and downs recently. one month have passed since i have successful undergo my ACL surgery. still long to get back on court. So long since i use my own computer at home, while uploading photos, saw so many of ---- photos. sigh, trying to live my life happily, really trying. you have made a impact in my life, just its all my fault. a wrong decision last year, and now i totally have lost the chance. I remember one week after i saw you on the all star game last year, i happen to have training at CCAB, after a game with Unity, i had to attend club training straight and was told to run 4.8km below 20 minutes. i still remember, there was so many times i wanted to give up, but i push myself each round saying if i want like you, i must overcome this. i imagine you was right infront of me, and i manage to run below the timing given. today, after i alight my friend at bugis for work, the cab happens to pass by these roads at selegie, which i never will forget the memories. flashback of what happen just kept playing. honestly, i know i have no choice left but to forget you, and move on. but... i hate to give up, i hate to leave this good memories to me in 2010, and welcome 2011. i have said, my world consist of you and basketball. im building my basketball world back, but now i have completely lose my world. no basketball, no you. so many place, so many things, so many songs, so many food, so many sweets, so many chocolates, so many drinks, there is still so many that would trigger the memories. Number Seven, Hoops camp 7, ... hahaha... i really got so much to say, but i just cant say. just.. i really wish you a good 2011, all the best for your season, (dont even know can watch your seasons like the past ywo years) good luck for your O Level. last but not least, I Still LOVE You, but i am giving you up.. Im gonna pull myself up :) alright, now lets say about what i aim for 2011. -To save 20K? possible? gonna work non stop, save non stop. i dont think i will pass by O. therefore i think i would retain? i got my karma, laughing and mocking at others in the past, now its my turn. i am just gonna think of money money MONEY. I want to get you badly before 2012 march BABY! Hopefully i can. i shouldnt put so much efforts in basketball ready, my period that i should shine have gone thanks to my injury. 2011 would means i am 18 in nine months time, i have never had a great birthday, will i have one next year? no count down this year, really feel like sleeping now. no LIFE-.- will end here. I don't blame or hate you, I only hate myself and regret very much. Your a great girl, its just my misfortunate that i couldnt win your heart. most importantly, you definetely deserve someone way better then me in every perspective. okay la, i hope we can still be good friends okay. Label:thanks for all the memories ♥ |
But remember where they knock you down and fall
Is where you oughta stand up from. |